Monday, September 19, 2016

No means No and Men are Pigs.

Today I am going to be all over the place with this one because I am going to talk about a couple of things that happened to me recently which are some of the reasons I have not been active on the internet lately.

First off a man whom I did not know but now do know his name (thanks to some searching)... his initials are PB came up to me in a public place, whipped out his dick, almost ripped my bra off, and left bruises on my breasts IN A PUBLIC PLACE. This man is married and way older 40, probably around 50+. He did this to me in a public place and no one said anything. All I have to say about this is... I am ashamed... I am appalled. And I feel dirty and low.

Onto the next thing...

Second. A guy stalking me initals JL. I am a member of a website called MEET ME. Meet Me can be a dating website but you can also meet FRIENDS there too who like the same things you do. My profiles have ALWAYS stated I am NOT there for hookups or anything but FRIENDS. This guy messages me on there. I tell him NO. He keeps on messaging me, over and over and over... then he gets my cell number and texts me, then SOMEHOW he stalks me by finding my facebook page, then he texts me "I WILL FIND YOU AND I WON'T STOP TILL I DO". Now you'd be freaked out too if you got that kind of message wouldn't you? I tell him to leave me alone and I get called a bitch, a fat fuck, anything and everything his little Neanderthal mind can think of then he says "I'M COMING FOR YOU". Wouldn't YOU panic?!?! I did. But what can I do about it? Next to nothing.

When have men become LESSER?

I guess they always have. The good ones are few and far between.

Let me just say I've been bullied all my life, I was raped more than once, and I have always been called fat and harsh names because of my looks.

Let me also say that I can NOT help that I am fat it is the medication I take. I walk everyday, I do lots of things to make myself better but the pills will not let me lose anything... which is why Dr.'s are now considering other steps for me.

Why do people jump on the bandwagon of calling someone "FAT" to hurt them?

Yes it DOES hurt.

It hurts a lot.

You think I want to be this way? You think because of my ex abusing me for 13 years and me having a heart attack due to lack of fucking medical because to quote him I "was not worth it" and now having to look at myself in the mirror and see something I dislike EVERY FUCKING DAY isn't ALWAYS on my mind? HUH!?!?! Yea I know I'm fat. I know I can't help it. But you don't have to say a DAMN THING to me about it. A low life like you does NOT get that fucking privilege. NO ONE DOES! I am trying MY BEST it is not MY FAULT. The doctors have said it is because of genetics interacting with the medications I am on for my heart, thyroid, blood pressure, and cholesterol that have made me this way.

I don't need your lame ass calling me FAT to wake me up or make me realize I am. I already do.

And your insult means NOTHING.... NOTHING because of who it came from. A lowlife stalker who probably has a baby penis and only wants to make others feel bad because no one wants someone who sure probably has money but has no damn personality to go with it.

When a girl tells you NO and you start calling her fat and a fucking fat ass and a low life and this and that ... baby, I hate to tell you, you aren't doing anything except showing who you really are and why she didn't want to be with you to begin with.

What kind of a man who once rejected resorts to calling a woman such things? Not a real man. Not a gentleman. Not a man at all.

So there... I've said my 2 cents...

I'm done.

oh... PS. the police will know both men when I file reports.
Thank you very much. Goodnight.
Ladies ... I also want to say don't EVER meet someone off the internet in a place that isn't public and safe. ALWAYS BE SAFE. Even then carry mace, a tazer, whatever you need to do feel safe. Don't be ashamed to do what you need to do. ALSO never be ashamed or think it stupid to not give anyone your information ... never tell anyone online your personal information. Change what you need to so that you feel safe and secure. SAFETY IS KEY!!!!
Safe Horizon 24/7
National Hotline for Crime Victims
1-855-4-VICTIM (1-855-484-2846) 
National Center on Elder Abuse

National Child Abuse Hotline

National Coalition of Anti-Violence Programs,
National Advocacy for Local LGBT Communities


National Domestic Violence Hotline
1-800-799-7233 or 1-800-787-3224 (TTY)

National Indigenous Women's Resource Center

National Runaway Switchboard

National Sexual Assault Hotline
1-800-656-4673 [24/7 hotline]
[hosts an online hotline]

National Teen Dating Abuse Helpline
1-866-331-9474 or 1-866-331-8453 (TTY)

Martha's BDSM Test results

Did this for shits n giggles...

== Results from ==
86% Switch
86% Vanilla
81% Submissive
75% Voyeur
58% Girl/Boy
55% Pet
54% Dominant
50% Ageplayer
45% Rope bunny
36% Master/Mistress
36% Experimentalist
34% Daddy/Mommy
33% Primal (Hunter)
33% Primal (Prey)
30% Owner
23% Brat
21% Rigger
19% Exhibitionist
16% Non-monogamist
12% Slave
7% Brat tamer
5% Masochist
4% Sadist
1% Degrader
1% Degradee

Monday, August 29, 2016

Bunch of stuff, all over the place... WWE & PERSONAL

Well, I have a few things to talk about so let's get to it..


I was so Happy Finn Balor won the Universal Title at Summer Slam. I knew the moment Finn came to WWE ... he'd blow the ROOF off the place. I knew it BEFORE he was ever signed. I told Erin that if Fergal Devitt ever stepped foot in the WWE, he'd get such a following and be champion before we knew it. I was so proud of him...  And then he was injured. I am so sorry for him now. To become the 1st ever WWE Universal Champion then have to surrender the title due to an injury the next night on Raw... I was in tears. I love you Finn, get well soon my man, return with a vengeance and get that title that belongs to you rightfully.

Now a lot of people have been down on Seth Rollins saying it was Rollins' fault Balor got hurt. No. NO NO NO. WWE Universe... so much factors into a match and an injury. It takes 2 in a match to do ANYTHING. While as Seth has hurt a lot of people in matches (totally by accident I believe) I do not for ONE MOMENT think Seth Rollins as vicious a person as to think he'd intentionally hurt Finn Balor like that. I think in the heat of the moment both athletes made a call and Finn landed wrong. Wasn't anyone's fault but the law of the land... fate. I can honestly say I don't think Seth Rollins meant to hurt Finn. So please, WWE UNIVERSE, stop blaming Seth. He's a talented guy but not malicious ... he probably is a real sweetheart despite his in ring persona.

The new belts... Smackdown Women's Championship and Smackdown Tag Team Champions to be decided at Backlash on Sept. 11th. Wow. 2 new belts. I like them. They are nice. I hope to see some good competition for those new belts. GOOD LUCK ALL!

Tonight on RAW, a NEW Universal Champion will be crowned between Seth Rollins, Roman Reigns, Big Cass, Kevin Owens... Wow... Guess that escalated quickly. lol.

Shinsuke Nakamura is your NEW NXT Champion. HOT DAMN! I am so so happy. BYE BYE JOE don't let the door hit your ass on the way out now ya big bullfrog themed mother fucker. LOL.

On a side note, Nakamura hit Joe so fucking hard it broke Joe's jaw. DAMN!!!!!!!!!! Seriously Joe, Get well soon. Sorry about the jaw. Don't like ya, but damn...

Sasha Banks dropping the title... broke my heart. Enough said.

Bayley coming to the main roster on RAW. ABOUT DAMN TIME. You deserve it girl.

Carmella doing bad things... to Nikki Bella. WOW. I am impressed. Love that fire Carmella.

Cruiser Weight Classic... my heart is broken that Gargano is out. *sigh*


Damn AC broke. I have to wait around for the landlord to send someone which is taking forever. I am hot and it's taking away from my ME time which was me going swimming ... I am hot AND sad. fuck.

Crystal Pepsi... not like I remembered. No. Absolutely NOT.

Dear Bill Collectors, you want money? I gots NONE. If you want blood, step up... I'll KO you in 2 seconds in the mood I'm in.

Got sun burnt for the 2 days (Thurs. & Fri.) I went to the beach last week. Boy was it worth it. I loved it. Had so much fun. I can't wait to go back.

Not catching any new Pokemon... *sigh* If I had the money I'd go to Felix's or the Battleship and hunt.

Friday, August 19, 2016

Martha's Predictions WWE SUMMER SLAM 2016

Here are my predictions for
Sunday 8/21 on the WWE NETWORK!
Best-of-seven series match #1
Martha's Prediction: Cesaro
Sami Zayn and Neville
The Dudley Boyz
(Bubba Ray Dudley and D-Von Dudley)
Martha's Prediction: Sami Zayn & Neville

 American Alpha (Jason Jordan and Chad Gable), The Hype Bros (Zack Ryder and Mojo Rawley) and The Usos (Jimmy and Jey Uso)
Breezango (Fandango and Tyler Breeze), The Ascension (Konnor and Viktor) and The Vaudevillains (Aiden English and Simon Gotch
Martha's Prediction: American Alpha (Jason Jordan and Chad Gable), The Hype Bros (Zack Ryder and Mojo Rawley) and The Usos (Jimmy and Jey Uso)
Carmella, Becky Lynch and Naomi
Natalya, Alexa Bliss and ???? 
NOTE: ???? = unknown since EVA MARIE was SUSPENDED
and will NOT be competing at Summer Slam. Uh Oh Spaghetti O's.
Martha's Prediction: Carmella, Becky Lynch and Naomi
 Enzo Amore and Big Cass
Chris Jericho and Kevin Owens 
Martha's Prediction: Enzo & Cass
WWE Intercontinental Championship
The Miz (c) (with Maryse)
Apollo Crews
Martha's Prediction: Apollo Crews
WWE Women's Championship
Sasha Banks (c)
( Dana Brooke is barred from ringside )
Martha's Prediction: Sasha Banks
WWE Tag Team Championship
The New Day
(Kofi Kingston and Xavier Woods) (c)
Luke Gallows and Karl Anderson
Martha's Prediction: The New Day
John Cena
AJ Styles
Martha's Prediction: John Cena
 WWE United States Championship
Rusev (c) (with Lana)
Roman Reigns
Martha's Prediction: Roman Reigns
WWE World Championship
Dean Ambrose (c)
Dolph Ziggler
Martha's Prediction: Dean Ambrose
Brock Lesnar (with Paul Heyman)
Randy Orton
 Martha's Prediction: Brock Lesnar

 WWE Universal Championship
Winner Becomes FIRST EVER WWE Universal Champion

Martha's Prediction: Finn Balor